DEC 03,20008February 6, 2009
( I posted it in the worng area, but now it's fixed.)
December 03, 2008 I haven't even started my -what I am sure to be- an intense journey through Islam. I have come to believe that I am doing this to open people's minds and hearts to other views and not just their own. For me, the worst thing on the planet is close-minded people who don't or won't challenge there views. For me, if someone is very set in there religion and they don't try to see other sides of religion then HOW do they know their's is right or the best? That is mainly what I am trying to achieve. I am an overweight female, a Computer Science/Mathematics major and I am Muslim. Here in America, that is three strikes against me, and I'm out (baseball reference). Many of my freinds are probably going to not talk to me at all or distance themselves. Whether consciencely or not, I can't say. But just telling my friends about my discussion, many gave me that d(O_o)b look, like that can't be good. I am still trying to be myself and not worry about all the effects, because I real friend will stand by me no matter what (and that is proving to be FEW AND FAR BETWEEN). RANT: I am sad that the men and women of the freest country in the world, are still thinking like cavemen. Not interested to stepping into another persons shoes. When I explained to my mother that this lifestyle will be EVERYDAY ALL DAY, she told me that I shouldn't expect her to ask me to go places. I was thinking, "Gee, thanks for making me an optimistic person. I really want to just stick my head in the sand and not think about other people." (very sarcastic vioce in my head). I haven't ever been good at the whole enthocentic style of viewing others. Ethnocentic means that you view other cultures AND RELIGIONS based on your own culture and religion (or lack there of). I have always been the first to say that it is another person point of view and people need to respect that. I really just want that to be other peoples first reaction. In truth I truely wished that humans lived longer so that we can understand more. Posted by Amanda Green. Posted In : Journals Feburary 7,2009February 6, 2009![]() So sorry i haven't been on in a while. School and Work where piling up fast. So I converted. And am whereing the Hijab eeryday outside of my house. I have met other Muslims in the area, that I didn't even know where there. I am so happy. I still have a lot of problems at home, but I am getting better at explaining myself. I also have most of my friends still but have lost a few. I am learning more each day and that is exciting, but I feel that I am in the right place. I would like to say THANK YOU! To Julie for all your wonderful help so far, and much more to come I'm sure. I will try to keep this Blog up-to-date but I might take a few minutes to get it all squared off. Again if you have any questions please let me know. I am happy to answer anything and everything. Posted by Amanda Green. Posted In : Journals We are all American. Are we not?November 21, 2008
I started to tell people that I was currently doing the research to convert to Islam. My own mother told me that I shouldn't because America was based on Christian grounds and all other religions are worthless (that is the PG version). I simply told her that is why I am doing this.
I was surprised by the abrupt and strong oppossion that I faced even in my own home. Recently i took my brother to school (I was driving), and all of the people that were dropping there childern off too gave me horrible looks and suprised looks. This experience hasn't even begun and I already feel probably what most Islam people feel on a daily bases. I thought that America was "The Land of The Free," "Religious Freedom" and all that, but I now believe that is not true. I am very disappionted in this great nation... Posted by Amanda Green. Posted In : Emotions Top ten most asked questions about islam with referencesNovember 20, 2008Top Ten Questions About Islam : from http://www.godsmosque.org/topten.htm
Posted by Amanda Green. Posted In : Research Before Starting Welcome to a world of change.November 20, 2008
Hello Welcome,
My name is Amanda Green. I live in Colorado Springs, CO, USA. I have always been interested in religions, spiritual paths. I am what has been referred to as a "freelance monotheist". Meaning that I am open and odjective to all One-God religions, like Christianity, Islam, Jewidisum(spelling?), etc. I recently had an experience as a Islamic women in the city, not on propuse. I innocently had a scarf wrapped around my head because it is cold and I wanted to stay warm. In my local College (which I attend as a student), I had people moving out of my way and giving me more than enough room. It was a little confusing to me. Recently I made the decision to wear the full Islamic Hijab (head covering) for one of the semesters at my school, though after much thought and rsearch I have actually converted for real. I still question the people around, I mean I wanted to know why people move out of the way, and way I got the looks that I did. If you have any tips for me, please e-mail me at Amanda.Green2008@yahoo.com . I plan to write a blog once a week on the things I observe. The adventure will begin in mid january of 2009 (spring semester of college). I also am going to be posting pictures. I want to feel and see the religion. Again if you have any advice for me, please email or leave a message here. I would love tips on the Hijab and the different ways to wrap it and other aspect of the religion that I need to observe. Posted by Amanda Green. Posted In : Welcome |